Monday, January 23, 2012

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Anger creeping in my soul..

I am not exactly a person who takes pleasure in other people's pain but, similarly enough I don't want anybody to take pleasure in my pains. It's tiring though how easily enough people take pleasure in our pains without actually even thinking what we may go through while they easily slit our throats. Sometimes you do feel like Dexter, yearning for blood for every moment of your life. Yesterday someone just spread rumors about me and no one cared to defend my pride. Are these whom I am supposed to mark as friends? I guess not!
The attacks made me crazy to the point that I woke up angry this morning and while listening to Behemoth wrote a poem with a murderous intent. Crazy you might say but, life is not exactly easy. Anger is bad for the soul but, perhaps it is necessary all along. To feel the good at the very least. Here is the poem written below

I bless thy soul,
With a blessing of death,
You dare to kill me in sleep
May you rot in hell
,Slide down my tongue
,Drink thy blood untamed,
Every night you shall pass
In the nightmare I create

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Music, Bob Dylan and lots of attitude

Today I woke up with much a swollen face.. Had been crying all night long over the hardships of life. Today though was supposed to be different. Woke up to my neighbor playing Bob Dylan all of a sudden.. Now I am not necessarily into folksy music, and I mostly head bang to Mayhem and Dimmu Borgir in the morning but, once I heard "Like a rolling stone" I was hooked... Not only the lyrics were great but, the whole ambiance of the song was worth appreciating to me. Bob's voice is wonderful, rather grand and it makes you feel. Well thats what you ask of music ain't it? You ask for a different life 30 mins of just living with yourself.
I know that Bob was pretty explosive back in those days and I can see why.. But, still today I can connect with him on a personal and higher level.. "Blowing in the wind" will stay here forever till humanity is alive because civilization brings war :)
He is one guy I will embrace, his attitude is legendary in it's own way.... He makes you feel like a 3-4 year old child with that voice... IMMORTAL